February 2012
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Anything and everything.
Nice effort there, it really shows a lot.
I need entertainment in my life.
I hate how the thoughts in my head can seem so relevant and important to the point where they impact my mood and behavior, but after a few days they don’t even seem to matter anymore.
Why the fuck am I always so irritated at night…
On the other hand, I’m glad that there’s someone who can read my emotions so easily. It’s actually a surprisingly refreshing change. Gah, whatever. I honestly don’t know why I have a tumblr sometimes.
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All the Knicks do is Lin, Lin, Lin.
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I find it irritating when people post or say things like ‘You shouldn’t just make someone feel special on Valentine’s day, you should do it everyday’. It’s really ironic because people only post these things right before a given holiday, such as Father’s day, Thanksgiving, etc. It seems like people fail to understand that these days are meant for recognizing...
January 2012
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Necessities > Desire
Be grateful for what you have, because even though it may not seem like much, it is definitely a lot more compared to other people. And hey, you never know how quickly the things you take for granted can disappear from your life, so it’s best to make the most of what you have. If you spend your whole life focused on obtaining the things you want, you’ll fail to notice the beauty within...
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Learn to love yourself before someone else can love you.
That feeling where you’re waiting for something exciting to happen in your life, but in the back of your mind you know it’s not going to happen.
Overthinking.
Over thinking and over analyzing has always been one of my personal weaknesses. It seems to me that no matter how many different situations I imagine myself in, or no matter how much I meticulously plot things out in my head beforehand, when the time actually arrives, nothing ever goes as I thought it would. This is why I now hate getting my hopes up for something because chances are it will never...
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New Years Resolutions
alvinxlee:
Maintain good grades, understand the material instead of just BSing it, comprehend the things that are taught to me instead of forgetting it in a week, stop procrastinating on big assignments, take school more seriously, and stop being late.
Work out, get and stay in shape, get motivated, eat healthier, sleep earlier, get sick less often, drink more water, stay healthy.
Keep friends...
December 2011
12 posts
Anonymous asked: I think you're really cute.
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I feel as if I have totally different motives compared to everyone else around me. It just seems like everybody is comfortable with staying still in their repetitive rotation of life, while I’m the one who strives for a change of course, a new adventure. I hate dealing with shady people who claim they are genuine, or people who only consider their own emotions over those around them. I want...
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Every day feels like the same old, boring, dry, and repetitive routine. For just once I would like for something spontaneous to happen, or someone to surprise me. I do the same thing each and every day, I’m trapped in a continuous cycle of mindless droning and toil. Someone free me.
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I usually feel like I need someone significantly more than they need me. I don’t know if this is cause by a feeling of under appreciation, or easy attachment, but regardless it usually leads up to emotional disappointment, or self-loathing. Need implies a tad more desperate tone than necessary, but it’s definitely a better suited word than ‘want’. Maybe I just have...
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November 2011
36 posts
UC Help??
Does anyone know if I need to send my SAT scores to every UC that I’m applying to, or can I submit it to just one of them and they all get it?
My counselor told me that I could just submit it to one, but I read on the UC Davis website saying I need to send scores directly to them.
Anyone know what I have to do?
teenagers on every other day of the year: UGH MY PARENTS ARE SO STUPID THEY WON'T LET ME DO ANYTHING! THEY WON'T LET ME GET THIS OR THAT AND THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL! I HATE THOSE PEOPLE THAT I CALL "FRIENDS" BUT THEY NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO ME. I HATE SCHOOL. I HATE EVERYTHING. I HATE LIFE!
teenagers on thanksgiving: I'm thankful for my family, especially my parents! I love them so much for having me and raising me to be who I am now! I'm also thankful for all that I have now and I'm content with it. I'm thankful for the life that I live and people that are in it. I love my friends with all my heart. :) I'm just thankful for everything! Happy Thanksgiving!
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A More Personal Statement.
Dear Colleges,
To be utterly honest with you, I don’t fit into the ‘well-rounded’ student demographic that you are searching for. I really don’t care about what kind of college I get into, or how prestigious it is, I’m just doing this because my parents have this stubborn opinion that the better ranked school I get into, the greater my chances of success will be in...
SAT scores always seem to ruin my day.
Mind Over Matter.
You can tell yourself that you’ll do something a thousand times through and still end up not doing it. ‘I’ll start doing my homework’, ‘I’ll get in shape’, or even ‘I’ll get over that one person’. No. You can tell yourself all you want that you’re going to do something, but the truth you have to realize is nothing will be...
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Day(s) off of school
gracelynnkim:
Expectations:
Out w/ friends adventuring everywhere
Taking pictures, making memories
Non stop fun & laughter
Reality:
Wake up
Check your phone
Go on the computer
Eat
Watch tv
Sleep
Eat more
Repeat the next day
I find comfort in being with people that I know aren’t judgmental. I just feel so at ease with them, we don’t even have to be talking about anything significant, or talking at all for that matter and I would just feel at peace. Like nothing really matters right at that moment, and I just wished our moments together would stretch on a little more, just so I could grasp the feeling of...
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I always have this problem where I feel unmotivated to do anything. It’s like I go into this slump where I lack creativity and drive. I never have a consistent source to motivate me to push myself and better my talents, or reach my goals. I haven’t worked out, taken any worthwhile pictures, actively played a sport, or done something on my mini bucket list in so long. Time periods like...
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Screw CSUs
They hella just denied my fee waiver in bright bold red text.
A broke nigga is just trying to set-up some back up schools man.
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Somehow, someway you always end up making my day.
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I wish one day I could honestly tell someone that I wasn’t feeling ‘fine’ or ‘okay’.
It’s like shit man, why can’t I just be close to someone and tell them when I’m having a bad day? Why can’t people just be honest to me about how they feel without having to ask their friends for opinions or inputs? Why can’t I just put my confidence...